i ask you friends . . .

is it worth it?

I usually withdraw myself from emotional situations, which is why I don't have a hard time saying goodbye. 

i am having an extremely hard time saying good bye to chicago right now. 

i miss the city, the ministry, but most of all i miss the people of chicago - the people that over the last three months became more than friends, they became my family.

its hard to have your life put in perspective and realize you are doing nothing for anyone else.  its hard to in the back of your head think you will go back to your same old ways. its hard when the want and the do don't meet up. 

pray that the action outweighs the want to, even though there is doubt in my mind.

My mind is a blur...

I have found myself not knowing whether i am coming or going lately.  In 15 days I will be in Chicago.  I am excited - yet terrified.  I know God has put me where he needs me to be, but my nature is to doubt the wise one.  All that being said, I am looking forward to the best experience of my life this summer. 

School is school.  So much to do, so little time.  As we see, I am using my time wisely.  Procrastination is key if sanity wants to be kept these final two weeks.  I'm not going to lie - I'm ready to be done.  Insects, Papers, Language Labs, Tests . . .just a few of the things that I have left to do. 

Life is Good, God is Great, and Summer is almost here. 

i  my girls ...

Currently Listening All Gas. No Brake. By Stellar Kart see related

The only thing that could make life better right now is if i could somehow (let it be known this will take a major act from God himself) pull of an A in both Calc and Zoo and if WongaWonga wins tonight. 

That's right..."We Hutt"  but friends don't let friends flunk zoology.